Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑨⑨

Gradually, its turning chapter 99. I means my blog. (: Among them, how much that the happy things occupy? Do not want to calculate, but at least blog today is happy.

♥ “I miss the days when summer vacation was about relaxing and hanging out with friends. Now it’s all about working and squeezing your friends in when you can.”

Although before the trip, something let me a little sad. These things I can not erase when I smile on. Those bullshit bad things made me angry. I angry myself that why I'm so foolish, stupid and single-minded. Whatsoever, it won't happened in my life anymore.                                        SORRY, you're out from my circle !!

I want warm summer nights, to lie in a hammock, staring at the stars, telling you stories. I want to dip my toes in the water, to dangle my feet off the edge of the dock and sit leaning forward, looking at you, laughing till our stomachs hurt, that’s the holidays we always dreamt about. But we done it !!! XD

Beach sand, perfect tans. Day walks, night talks. Sleepless nights, pillow fights, monopoly, music nights & heart to heart with those who matter most. i will never forget those endless summer days that i spent with you guys.


I was surprised, this is a night without alcohol. Because of my neglect, I forgot to bring our Bacardi. "Party hardy. Drink Bacardi." But that is quite good night without alcohol, luckily we have music with our line. Whatever, you can call me an alcoholic, but I just call it a damn good time.


Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love,the things you are, the things you never want to lose. We must always have old memories and young hopes. Heyhey, just the way we are. (= Soon, I will start working. How many of the things we could work together to solve it? How many times can we travel? How many minutes we have been happy? The answer will come very soon, everything is adaptable.

pls: The only thing standing between me and total happiness is reality.

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑨⑧

I really do not know what emotional I want to write with. Despair?
Yes, despaired. Especially when I know the truth, I was a little unbearable. I would rather I did not know anything. Even I knew it, I have to pretend that I don't know right?


I do not grab other people's things, things that do not belong to me. You do not belong to me, and perhaps never have been a moment. Those memories with you, I will delete and format it. But I need some time. I give you someone to cherish.

I will be more stronger than anyone else, prove that I won't LOVE & MISS you anymore.

I never curse, but this time; “Bastard !!! this word is for you !!”

快乐 伤心; 我自己决定.

有一天　我在想　我到底　算是個什麼東西
還是我　會不會　根本就不算東西
天天都漫無目的　偏偏又想要證明　真理
別人從屁股放屁　我卻每天每天的說要革命


就算是這個世界　把我拋棄　而至少快樂傷心我自己決定
所以我說　就讓它去　我知道潮落之後一定有潮起　有什麼了不起
常常我　豁出去　拼了命　走過卻沒有痕跡
可是我　從不怕　挖出我火熱的心


手上有一個硬幣　反面就決定放棄　嗝屁(革命)
但是啊在我心底　卻完完全全不想放棄
常常我　閉上眼睛　聽到了海的呼吸　是你
溫柔的藍色潮汐　告訴我沒有關係


無論是我的明天　要去哪裡　而至少快樂傷心我自己決定
所以我說　就讓他去　我知道潮落之後一定有潮起有什麼了不起
有什麼了不起

________________________________ 五月天 "人生海海.

Count On Me.

一个人单身久了, 就不想去恋爱, 会感觉朋友越来越重要;
一个人单身久了, 就不想去逛街​, 会越来越喜欢在家听歌;
一个人单身久了, 就变得成熟起来, 会比以前越来越爱父母;
一​个人单身久了, 就买很多鞋子, 会独自去很多很远的地方旅游;
一个人单身久了, 就不经意​悄悄流泪, 会在众人面前什么都无所谓.

Sorry, I forgot. You don’t need me anymore.

/对不起, 我忘了; 你已经不再需要我了.

其实想了一想, 我也可以成为别人的光和盐. 不再盲目的等待着某某某, 谁会来安慰, 谁会来爱我. 我也可以把我的爱分给别人, 那些需要的人.
Let me be the light & salt for others. Don't be a fool that always waiting for some1 blindly. I can share my love to others who really need it.

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you


Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need


You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends are supposed to do.


If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you


You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye

Things change, before you know it what you think will last forever is only a memory. One step at a time, one foot in front of the other. I’m gunna get through this, one way or another. ♥

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑨⑦

Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you, waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep, first kisses, making new friends and spending time with the old ones, singing in the bathroom, sweet dreams, hot chocolate, making brownies and cookies, holding hands with someone you care about, watching a sunset, sleeping in, taking long hot showers, and knowing that somebody misses you.

Missing someone isn’t about how long it has been since you’ve seen them. Or the amount of time since you’ve talked. It’s about that very moment when you’re doing something wishing they were right there with you.


I guess the real fact of the matter is, we don’t know what tomorrow is going to bring and the only thing we really have is right now. so, don’t stay mad for too long. learn to forgive. love with all your heart. stay up all night. Have fun. live your life the way you want to live it. don’t worry about people that don’t like you. enjoy the ones who do.


Do whatever makes you happy, but do it now. Live life for the moment cause everything else is uncertain. Take advantage of what’s right in front of you.

Every now and then we hear our song, we’ve been having fun all summer long. We gonna have a holidays sick again !! Summer’s filled with breaking the rules, standing apart, ignoring your head, and following your heart.


Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose. In memory’s telephoto lens, far objects are magnified. When our memories outweigh our dreams, we have grown old. Things that were hard to bear are sweet to remember.

31st of July;
♥ partying like crazy
♥ you know the drill
♥ tanning all day
♥ nights dressed to kill
♥ nothing’s gonna replace
♥ these days oh sweet
♥ summer vacation
♥ life is the heat

pls: I have an impulse， wish to have a travel time with some1. Can I ?

The Good Thing

Rest is to take a longer path; and You are my journey.
All because of you, I have been walking.
Wanna to walk to an end with you; But I lost the map.


Who is giving the bound,
and who is more suffer?
Comprehended when love to the depths.


The good thing; although end at the last.
That was touching, there are very satisfied.
Thank you for you to accompany me through those roads.
Sadness, this part of our happiness can not continue.


The good thing, may be able to repeat.
Even have fuzzy on those moments,
Do not cry, at least you and I remember very clearly.
Love is the blessing for each other.

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑨⑥

~ I often think that the night is more alive and more richly colored than the day. ~

Completed my 2 interviews. You ask me is it will be nervous when processing the interviews, than I will tell you I'm not at all in fact. Just using stride to face what I have to face it. I believed that God will make the way for me. (: If all goes well, I will be the official worker in mid-August. In other words, I still have nearly a month's free time. Well, I will use it nicely.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances.

You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

I want to be with you tonight, tomorrow, and today, it can't happen now but it will someday that I hope. Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore. And if you were to say 'come with me', even now I might go.

Maybe I shouldn't fill myself with false hope that you might just be missing me like I'm missing you. Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you... and I wish on a star that somewhere you're thinking of me, too. You do something to me that I can't explain, so would I be out of line if I said I miss you?


I miss the talks we used to have, I miss the voice I used to hear... I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories, and above all these... I just miss you! This is out last goodbye... it's over, just hear this and then I'll go; you gave me many memories for then you'll ever know.

I'd written out what's my minds in heart. Documented here, that's why I love blogging. Here recorded some of my words that some people don't know in sometime. I will not publicize how much I miss you, too contrived. Only write my own article, own words; JUST FOR YOU. I knew I will forget you one day. I look forward to the arrival of that day, in order to reduce my suffer.

God will make the best arrangement for me. ♥

pls: Obviously knows that's no happy end between you&me but still always thinking our memories all the time.

Patterns of Life.

Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it.

Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many.

Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books.

Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders.

Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations.

But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it.

FAIRYTALE; you&me.

Don't know how long
It's been a while since
You told me your favorite story


It's been on my mind
Driving me crazy
You are the reason that I'm crying now


Can you see the tears in my eyes?
I don't believe
That you can be my prince charming


Maybe you can't understand
But when you say you love me
My life was changed
And I wish you could see


I'm willing to be the one
and the angel that you love
With open arms
I'll always be there


You must believe
That you and me end up happily
in our own fairytale story

I wish;

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑨⑤

"When I'm with you I feel like I could die and that would be alright, alright."
Just finished our steamboat celebration dinner. xD In the moment of eating, there are many picture flashed in my mind. Recalled back bit by bit.

I had been in fellowship since I was young, around 11 years old. Gradually, turn into the 9th years. Of course there are many memories within these 9 years and even there are more than imaginable. Piece of memories let me review a lot of good moments, bad moments, happy moments and sad moments.


In my mind, we are friends. Friends with love, love like a big family we were. We are partners in fellowship, in church, in life. Nothing can describe the one I want to express about this. :) And nothing can replace the place of my members in my heart.

"Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky, there would be no love in my life, there'd be no world left of me."

We done a lot of activities in our daily life. Drinking is the most important for us. And I believed that drinking is the way we can always communicated with each and others. Besides, movies is our weekly activity, even we watch the movies twice in a week. OMG !! We love movie !! SingK version never be less in our life too. All of us are the king and the queen of the Mic. We like party, we like bustling with noise, we like live band, we like laughing, we like funny.

By this way, our different personalities made us became a super-invincible thunderbolt combination, a huge powerful group. I hope that this wonderful combination will never perish. Forever ever, complete our mission in Christ.

" Look for the rainbow in every storm,
Find out for certain, loves gonna be there for you,
You'll always be someones. "

Take a look,
this is us; along the way.

:: Steamboat Celebration ::

After the youth camp; we gather for this. OMG !! We kinda love STEAMBOAT.

:: Saturday Party Night :: o2/o7"2o11

That's why we love party.

Everyone can be the craziest one ! xD

:: Youth Camp' 2oo9 ::

The second youth camp we organised. [EL Sanctuary Melaka]

Although it was a hard process but we did it at the last.

:: Youth Camp'2o11 ::

The third camp we did. Just finished in June;

Pink Power is the best I had never seen before. :)

:: Child Camp ::

The 1st child camp we did.

[ -- I forgot what the year is it. >< -- ] I think when I'm 14 years old.

:: Child Camp' 2o1o ::

Last year, we had a child camp at the outside. The 1st time we do the child camp out of our church.

:: Drug Treatment Center Visitation ::

Really forgot what year is it !! =X A meaningful visitation for us.

:: We had fun always ::

Look back myself before, I covered my eyes when I'm looking for those pictures.

:: Family Camp'2o1o ::

We had our church's family camp in Kukup; amazing place amazing food and amazing trip for us.

We done a lot and a lot activities that I can't speak and show out. No matter the days much longer, no matter where we are later, I believed that when we heart to heart together, nothing difficult things can hinder us. The God we embrace still the same, you're still my youth members. We still together... =]



Always remember, our tasks our challenges our futures and our dreams. :D

pls: The friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you.

Tomorrow & the Future

Question;
Tomorrow and the future, which of them will come first? I've believe that I will get the different answers from everyone. And my answer is tomorrow. This is because there is no future between you and me.



Some things can only be used as memory. Some people only as a passerby. I still can not escape those memories after all, can not forget that person, can not change the role. Year after year went by, recalling the past thought and I know the wounds getting deeper and deeper.


The most saddest isn't that lose too much on yesterday;
but being immersed in the sorrow of yesterday.
The most stupidest isn't that drop into the trap;
but fell into again at the second time.
The most loneliness isn't that the people you're waiting, he din't come at all;
but this person already went out from your heart.


Be strong; facing with calm, experience it with brave, forget the passage of people and the things. Know how to give up and learn how to frozen. Throw away the sadness and loneliness, get rid of helplessness and indifference, no longer afraid of the unknown, do not blindly confused. 

Tell yourself: "I can " !!

Life is a series of collisions with the future; it is not the sum of what we have been, but what we yearn to be. ♥

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑨④

A fantastic weekends that I had. Enrich; spend every moment sufficiently. :) This is what I want, do not waste any time, full & plenty time in everyday. I do not regret one moment of my life. I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see. <3



24/o6 Friday; went to Singapore with AhBoy & Albert, my two good brothers. Purpose to accompany them to have an interview in International Changi Airport. And meet my friends; Carina & Amos !! Finally, we met. Spend a whole afternoon with them. Recalled the moments we studied together in Kuala Lumpur. Now thinking; study is better.

:: TWO interview boys ::


:: Carina & Me ::


:: William & Amos ::


Gathering time on Saturday's night, Balak(Joseph) is coming to Ulu Tiram. heyhey xD Drinking time made us warmed, had a funny sweet every minute. :) Monopoly was a game that is very popular between us NOW !! Every1 of us playing like crazy,really like a craze and sensation recently.

:: Drinking & Chitchatting ::


:: Monopoly time ::


:: Over night at my house ::


:: I love Tutti Frutti ::


YES; just spend my 3 days like these. Now I know is the time to think over my future, my career. In order to achieve my dream. Now have to take the first step in life. :) The others stupid things, pls go away !!

pls: Master my own life, I know God is my director.

Write down the text secretly; for him.

He loved her, she ignored.
He sad, she stroll in freedom.


She was not born as a bad women, but she understood that after loved;
Deterioration of the heart, She was afraid of that feeling.


She do not care about everything, in order not to close the love.
She too sensitive, she will unwittingly heartache sometime.


Each time, she was always alone.
Giving his love has been very quiet.
Silently
Alone, she is willing to burden.


She was strong enough to be on the surface.
Actually
She has been deeply in love with him.


Because of afraid, she lost.
Lastly
Write down the text secretly; for him.

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑨③

日子一天一天过; 我们会慢慢长大.


Recently in the jobless status, still enjoying my life. Eat, drink, play, crazy, and sleep; YUPP, this is my life now. Give myself some power, made myself became busier, stop myself to thinking of you. However, started to feel boring and I knew is time to find a job. :) New environment will start over new; I think so. I hope so too.


Perhaps, I really a fool. Truth; only one. Eventually be discovered when my friend told me everything. That's I found everything just a tragedy. Tragedy story between you and me. I'm nothing in your heart; no position; no corner; nobody.


All along, I just said " I don't care for you; Later I was found that I'm the one who always care. Why? I don't know, don't ask me why. Miss, always after you leave. I hate your last msg; I hate your cruel. But, everything is my fault. Not yet begun, where's the end? No contact with you, perhaps is the best antidote for me.


I believe I'll get better. I need another story; happiness story. :) I'm very lucky I have a lot of brother'sister love me; care me; dote me. Still a happy cheerful HongHong Chee !! =D

pls: HATE that I loved you.

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑨②

17 days, enjoying my life for 17 days. Start from where....? >< KUANTAN trip finished. Yes, that was the family trip that I aspired to. Hope got another chance again. Eat, eat, drink and drink..... :D Such an amazing life right?

ONEWAY camp finished from o5-o8/ JUNE. This is a grand camp with the strongest team and also the best members. I am honored that I participated. Although I sacrificed a date with some1. xD Behind the sadness, but fortunately there are a group of lovely friends stay with me. PINK power is awesome ..



Thanks God in everything whether it is from the beginning until the end. From all the preparation until the end of this camp. Only I can said: GOD is good, ALL the time. Property of all the glory to our God.



In love, nothing to fear. I believed to. :) Hope all the members will remember it and please don't forget what we had done and the memories we created during these 4 days. Jesus love me, and I love you. It is that simple. =]

More photos , pls refer my Facebook :
http://www.facebook.com/honghongvvn

pls: As long as believe there is love, there is a miracle.

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑨①

heyhey. Now only remember I have a bloggie !! xD Too enjoy my life recently.
Okie, give me some time. I have to recall and manage all my memories no matter it is good or bad. And will update as soon as possible. :)

pls: ALL ABOUT YOU · MY MIND !

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑨o

OMG !! I din't update my bloggie for so long. Can you imagine that I'm very busy in my Club Med life? I'm coming here for 2 months already. heyhey, come on come on, 1 more month to go.



I love the environment here. I can close to nature. The only thing bad is that I want to sleep alone every day. xD Unknowingly have stayed 2 months. Sometimes insomnia, but feeling nothing when I'm too tired. Anywhere, a day sleep a day !! x)



This work is very special, every day dress code have been configured. Every day uniforms in different colors, different themes of clothing, different theme of party. Clubbing night every day. xDDD



Ended my restaurant life in 13th of April. Really miss and memories in this life. Although sometimes there will be setbacks, and sometimes encounter difficult. However, there are a lot of people will help me, encouraged me, cared about me. I feel very warm. I will not forget you! I love restaurant team, love to see the soccer match of our team. You all are the best for me. C:



I know a lot of people here. They all come from different countries, different regions. Dudes and babes are all here. They are really friendly and very kind. Also helped me to understand different cultures and backgrounds from them. Club Med really was a wide circle of friends.



Now, I'm working in mini club. A new task for me. Getting dark and darker day by day. OMG !! Really cant accept it. But was really fun with all the kids. Hope that the next 1 month will be a memorable month for me. :))


One more thing, I saw your shadow here. Let me once again thinking of you. I want to close your shadow. My heart is really at work it? I know it is dangerous, but I still want to close your shadow. Let it be ! Do not think too much, will be injured myself at last.

pls: Missing you, my family, TB sista, Youth Member and RISM GAngz. :"(

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑧⑨

Very tired now. Have gathering time during whole day today. Yup ! Right ! Tonight will be the last night for me in JB. Will going to Melaca after this and check in to clubmed's work on Monday. Goshhhh!! Actually haven finish for packing my things. Scare forgot to bring this and that. :(


Afternoon, gather with my dear Sista. A very wonderful time with them. Yuppp!! 7 yrs we met, we knew each others. And now all have our way. Study and working by each. Hope this memorable moments will keep going into our mind. M.I.S.S <3



We're still the same, our sound surrounding whole the cafe. 5 of us will forever, and Joyce*, next time can't absent ya!! ><




Just now, around 11pm, had another gathering with my Youth Members. Sweet too. And thanks for your all wishes, and I'll bring it along to my work and recall it every time every second.



[ Heyyyyy, you all listen up!! ]
Keep adding oil in your life too. Although we had separate but our heart will combine all the time. May God bless you all the way and hope your life became more colorful and wonderful. :]

pls: I think I'll sleep all the way tomorrow in car. ;P

A Letter to God

Watched a movie which is meaningful on last Saturday. Title call [ A Letter to God ]. A very touching movie for me. Therefore, we having a homework which is learning to write letters to God. And this is the 1st time I write and write it openly. Hope that there are more my family and my friends can get some feel or help through my share.


Dear God,
I am no stranger to you because I've known you when I was young. However, I never understand you through my heart. If it were not experienced the grace of God, how can I start to know you, love you? I will never forget the Lord you have given me.


Lord, I know you are almighty. You know my weakness, my helplessness. But I know you did not give up on me and still love me all the time. You remind me what is right or wrong, teach me right from wrong. I hope I can follow your footsteps in my life, hear your words and achieve what you have teach.


Lord, I entrusted my family to you, you guard and look after them with your love. Guide them when they needed, and be the light & salt in their life. Wish all my family member gain a healthy body and hanging the smile always. Last, hope my family member can be your witness all the time, all the way.


Lord, some of my friends haven know you even they don't what is the real meaning that you exist. Lord, you touch them wherever they are in difficult. Be their light when they're in darkness road. And wish our friendship also be strong anytime.


Last, I offer my own to Lord, you clean me and have mercy on me. Teach me, guide me wherever I be. I love you because you love me before. Hope I'll be the light no matter in my life or the others' life. Your will accomplish great things. According to your time, your arrangements. I knew that Lord you'll see my letter, you'll hear my pray.


Thank you, my God ! :)

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑧⑧

heyhey. Finally I'm coming for removing the dust here. xD Lunar New Year flies, wanna say goodbye for this wonderful festival by twinkling of my eyes. That is very limited memories for me if you want me to recall back what I had done in these few days ago. Yahhh, I'll try my best to tell the story with some pictures !!



This is me !! Strictly speaking, I did not spend a lot of thoughts in my dressing so do not have a lot of pictures naturally. C:



I love my family much and most. Only then the rare festival holidays that we can get together. Therefore, we should cherish the time and enjoy the beautiful moment that we can be together. This is WHERE I won't be lonely. :)




In addition to my loving family, reunion of my sista gangs of course can not be the less. All are pretty girls right?? However, always less one of YOU !! =X But never mind, we just want you to know that we are really worried about you, care for you. I hope you to love yourself. okie?



Every year, Youth Members have our nice gathering time in New Year. Mass greetings by youth members always made the New Year diffusing the happiness sweet smell. Everyone hanging a happy happy smile on their faces. I am also very happiness. =]



Gamling Time, these activities do not be missed in New Year that I believed. For a moment, my house come into a casino. heyhey.. But only happened in Chinese New Year.



My 1st time to do this activity in these wonderful new year. :) Is it called Sky Lanterns? or Sky Light?? haha. Whatever lahh. Make a lot of wishes and I hope it will become truth in my life. :)



o8.o2.11 [ Happy Belated Bday Ah Mui ] . Although I said it for you before this.



It really is a bonus, if I remember correctly. I thought no more association on this relationship, but I feel that I was still a part of it. =]


I saw you and I have no regrets. I can leave by bringing my heart without you. I verified. Now, seeking for my "nice ring !! :D

pls: Ready to go !! Clubmed, I'm coming !!