Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑧⑤

22 Jan 2o11, forgive my late updated because I am very very busy recently. I think my heart is busy. Saturday, we attend again Cynthia's wedding. Actually is just a lunch.




It is rare that we can gather in the time. But still less one. :(









And I love this key chain very much. I have to find the man of this key chain. :)



See ! Very sweet just like the the bride and groom.




Feeling very depressed these days, let the people around me are suffering. I'm really sorry. I do not know why. Could be my illness affects my mood. Many people will ask me, how do you? How do I answer to them? Gradually, all of you will leave me right? Or already away from me quietly? I do not know how to express to you know, because I know you all also have your own troubles. I should not have to give a trouble to you. To bear all the pressure of my own, I can do it.


Just continue your NOT care, okay? I know that people say are justified, I said is nonsense. I really know my self-willed. If not accepted, please go away.

pls: I was so kind of a person !!

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑧④

Sunday, 16th of January. Gathering with my colleagues. This is the 1st time I had a wonderful lunch with all my colleagues there are included my boss, lady boss and also my senior manager. And a million thanksssful to my senior manager for treating us a rich lunch in the day. Japanese buffer lunch is served. [ TAO 道 ] is a nice buffer restaurant and I will visit it again. =)


Enjoy our lunch with stomach full. Very happy and memorable for me because the days I'm in my work now are not too much. So I cherish this moment. And I feel that my senior manager and all my colleagues are very kind and good person although they are look serious in work. I love them and I hope they'll remember me when I'm not longer in my work in the future. Could them?

Photo Sharing. :)

Sometime I'll identified friendship will be forever, it couldn't run away and it will always be loyalty. Actually not, I found I was wrong. Once that is changed, changing different as we think, so what we can afford to dream? Let everything go to waste. I don't know what is your thinking. Did it same with me?


And now the time, I miss You. Never stop to miss you. Is it now is the time to give up? Give up my love for you, give up my time for you, give up everything to you.

pls: Old trouble of the disease, again !! :(

[轉載] 做女人，嘴要甜，心要狠！

學會冷血，只對對我好的人好
學會絕情，該滾的就滾，該留的就留。
學會殘忍，該殺的就殺，該放手就放手。
學會比以前快樂，即使難過，也要微笑著面對。
學會孤獨，沒有誰會把你當寶護著，世界總是孤單的。
學會堅強，其實一個人也可以活得漂亮，自己笑給自己看，自己哭給自己聽。
學會忍耐，該閉嘴就閉嘴，該沉默就沉默。
學會珍惜，知心的朋友已經不多，如果再走，就真的只剩下自己了。
學會視而不見，噁心的東西選擇忽視，厭惡的東西選擇屏蔽，不會再有人讓我不快樂。

學會滿足，所謂知足者常樂也。
學會獨立，不能再一味的麻煩別人，自己的事自己做，正所謂求人不如求己。
學會長大，不能再那麼任性，那麼幼稚，那麼孩子氣。
學會認真，認真的對人，認真的對事。
學會慎重，不該認識的人不要認識，不該插手的事不要插手。
學會忘記，不能活在過去的時光中，記憶已經逝去，繼續現在的生活。
學會放棄，有些人永遠不屬於自己，那麼就痛快的放手，別拖泥帶水，這樣不但連累別人，也累垮自己。

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑧③

“ LIFE is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning from the past. "



Be invited to participated a very important wedding on last Saturday. We have the same mission that is from top to bottom of one mind. Yes ! I'm saying our SISTERS group. We burdened with the task of this huge mission. And thanks Lord for guard this wedding going smoothly.

Friday 07.01.11
No working day because of the company trip for my company. This is really the God's arrangement, I do not have to take the leave for these 2 days. =) Met my lovely Youth Members in Bukit Jalil Bus Station at 8pm and we straight forward have our shopping time in Mid Valley. We having a glorious shopping time at there and taking our dipper ( dinner + supper ) too.

Never be the less.


Thanks Bro Jason for treat us a big big meal in Cafe Delicious and I knew that was a BIG amount when the BILL is coming. Anywhere, thanks a lot. Next time is my turn to treat you okie?


-- F4 --




And the next day, Saturday "o8.01.11. A very earlier wake in 5 o'clock in the morning. Everyone of us busying in our dress up moment. Dressed up with thought return with some feelings of temperament and beauty. heyhey. Sorry for my hyperbole adjective. =]


Legend of the Queen and her daugters.


The most shocking moment! I'm feeling grad and lucky I'm a girl. Why I say like this? Because..
We're waiting for the cruel moment. C:


Wait and see!






Had a very exciting time with our BROs group. Very funny group. :) And went to the church after this. I deeply feel that married in church is a very important process. And I'll follow this feeling until I get married. Looked at the couple's happiness moment was really touched. We have also witnessed their marriage and love with GOD.




Is an orgasm again. We spend a lot of time on our dress up and wear no matter pay our creative and cash too.



And the night, I had sinking in alcohol with the red wine. Thank you take care of me although I'd made some trouble things for all of you.


And the last days that we gather, Sunday "o9.01.11. We went to Pastor Ian's Jireh Christian Church. heyhey. I had been there for third time. =]


Having a performance for God and them.



3 days so vanished. Good times are always very short. Let us remember the good when we're getting older. :) When believe, there is an everlasting love. Love will never fade. ♥

pls: Love Joy Peace Patience Grace Kind-hearted Faithfulness Tender Control

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑧①

Changed a new hair style. Actually didn't change a lot, just cut the front of my hair. And gonna dyed my hair tomorrow. :) Just like this way, follow and walking with my heart. Recently, my mood has been affected. Something has been bothering me. I can not post it out here because I know that when I log off, the thing will never be ended. Even causes a sensation too.


I will bear the pain by myself. I know that I can. Because I really do not want anyone to know it but I know someone knew it. So, just take it as secret okie? I'll get better soon. Joyful will always beside me. Although I know that it will takes a long long time to cure.

Company tour for my colleagues tomorrow. Wish them have a nice awesome trip.

pls: Cynthia's wedding is near. I can see my youth members tomorrow. This Saturday will be a crazy night for us. Ready to kill the "Brother group !!

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑧o

Arrived KL in 7pm. Bringing along my new mood come around. Hope that everything gonna be changed in this new year. And suddenly miss my family and friends. Don't know why my mood will going down and downer when every time I came back from JB.


I want walk my way with my heart and what I'm thinking. I don't want to think too much and I know sometime I'll think over it. And always remember: Don't even put too much of effort in building a friend relationship. That is no worthy at all. This is what I get and what I received by here.

pls: Be truly always. :)

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑦⑨

Welcome the year of 2o11. :) A new beginning again in a new year. That means my life gonna to change by this year?? Erm, dun know and I hope so. Can I make a wish in this refreshed year today? I want all my family and friends full of happiness in this year. I want to fulfill all my dream. Give me more strength to cover what the challenges I want to accomplish. Please give me a single women's heart. I want your part in my heart will automatically erode. Just like to have a simple life with happy.

pls: I want to expand the offensive of SHOPPING !!