Friday, January 29, 2010

subside !

There are things that come too suddenly, without warning. Everything is not in our control.
How to clean up the mess, I do not know.

The world really did not imagine that kind of beautiful. Think the more beautiful, it is more cruel.
Therefore, we must learn how to accept these tests.

I know that after the storm, there must be the emergence of rainbow. I look forward to, there are rainbow appeared the day.

Quarrel - to prove what a person's mouth poisoning?
Perhaps, we need to find the answer.

Hope that everything will subside..
I am here, waiting for the miracle of the rainbow.


Thursday, January 28, 2010

Attack



Tragic, today flies a bit like dreaming. A little bit unclear about what has been done.
May be these days really very tired. Sleep time is not enough. Sleep is needless to say, is definitely not enough.

Photobucket

Today in class, suddenly fell asleep. I am sorry, my teacher. Really worked hard to carefully listen to your lecture. However, could not withstand the temptation, and fell asleep.
I'm guilty. . . . . Morning class, I will concentrate on in! I swear!

Today there is another test, and a vague found that it seems that I spend in my sleep.
Barely pass the test. .

After that we planned to go to PASAR MALAM..
Want to go until today, finally, as I hope. .
A very long street, super many things. I have seen is truly heart-itch,once again challenge to my temptation.

Finally, I WON! Do not buy any items. However, buying a lot of food.
Really excited! I like to eat smelly tofu ~

Super Stick! Hail hail!



Sharing from Our Daily Bread:


When we live with integrity,
We please our God above
And influence society
With truthfulness and love. —Sper

The only way to make things right is to admit you’ve been wrong.


Of great significance.

Slowly thinking of THIS!





Narcolepsy, please do not attack!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

A Powerful Word

Photobucket



For a new theme, but also a new feeling.
Hope that every day is a beautiful day. .


Many books inform, but only one transforms— the Bible.
Accidentally saw this line. I think this sentence rightly said.

The world has a lot of books, there is no one book will be better than the Bible too.
Precious Bible, God speak to us. Therefore, we should bear in mind that every word phrase.
I hope I can do this. .

Photobucket


Today, no school. . Is also the day I go out. hehe
Today I am doing great, do not spend a lot of money. Just watched a movie, dinner only.
Happy, happy! Really I can do it.

Although I saw my favorite items, but I refrained.
Is really rare, I was able to save money. . Great! ! Applauded for myself! !

Watched a funny movie, really super funny. .
Lunar New Year movie! WOOHOO! !


A rare film in Malaysia, so that it's success! I also applaud it!



This afternoon, we ate a super big hamburger ~We are super invincible. . . . Full!

Photobucket




Unexpectedly found that the Chinese orchestra performances ~ Chinese genre is also very pleasant. .
We have heard out of ear oil. . hehe!【 A rotten translation!】


Photobucket





There is silly po appeared in my house! Would like to report the police! But also felt she was very poor, so we leave her alone ~

Photobucket



I am the most normal!
Photobucket




Wait for the next morning, a school day. Today, a new course!
Looking forward to. . Hope is an interesting course!
'TOuR Leading and Team building ..'..' SALES'


From the test day, really is not much!

Monday, January 25, 2010

Tired but very happy.



My Sunday was a rare happy that today!
☀3 Miss☀
xping baoyan and me

Photobucket



To the leisure mall ~ originally did not intend to go, because my friend has an important task.
haha. .
Because her favorite idol came to Malaysia. The only autograph session, of course, I am sure, she would go.
Anyway, we have nothing better to do, so we went with her. .
haha ~ It is that simple.




After, we go to karaoke. . In this way, an afternoon passed. .
Although today went very tired, but we are very happy.
How I was like arbitrary to do myself.
Shallow hint of fun! But I find it so wonderful to live with. .


I just want this!

Sunday, January 24, 2010

back to reality

Dull today. .
There is no school days, really can imagine how tough. Even I have tired of living under such conditions.
haha. . A lot of nonsense!


Today, watching the idol drama, a moment, I imagined I was a heroine of the play.
Of my own limitations, has been imagined that one day my prince will soon appear. I feel my own head should be burned out. Think of something there. . .


But I know to go back to real life. How can there be my prince? Impossible!




Today, no joining the youth group's day, really tough!
Miss you all. . . Today, the production of biscuits, without my involvement, of course, not in the mood for! haha
My over-confidence! !**


Jokes. . . xixi












Hope that every day will be the beautiful day. .

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Passing of life.

When all the happiness can not be happy, when all the sadness can not be sad, or even anger can not be angered, is not it terrible? A philosopher once said: This is called a hoary.
Re-think of you, your name, your smile, your everything, can only add a "someone else's."
And then think of things together, we can only add a "once."


Some feelings are nails, cut off will be born again, irrelevant. And some feelings are teeth, loss of the future will always have a pain in the wound, beyond repair.


Not even meet does not mean not miss, there is no contact just to cover up sentimentally attached.


Some people face a lot of laughter because there are too many tears in their minds.


Life, there is a place, there is one person in front of this person, you can not amount to anything, you can not have the image can be generalized weakness, which is confidant.
Each person have to do at each stage, each stage of things, even if missed, they had to leave.


Only you do not want to put,nothing you can not put down..


A lot of people, a lot of things, the original is familiar, that tomorrow can be further continued. Then turned the time being let go, thinking of tomorrow turn the hope of reunion. The sun went down, those things can not go through; those who would henceforth with you forever.


Sometimes do not know the truth, do not understand the nature of people, be happy. And be able to pretend not to know the truth, do not understand the nature of people, a happy life.


Like a lively party has just ended, were gone, lights went out in the darkness, the only one ... ... you sometimes need to be in the loneliness of self-reflection. Only from the clamor into the silence, you will concentrate your own mind.


Right time, met the right people is a happy life.
The right time, met the wrong people, is a heart-breaking.
The wrong time, met the wrong people, was a ridiculous.
The wrong time, met the right people is a lifetime sigh.


Life, people have continued to leave or enter. As a result, see, out of sight; remember, and forgotten. Continuing to be in life and loss. As a result, invisible, see; forgotten, and remember. However, the invisible, is not simply non-existent? Remember, is not it will never disappear?


I have been reluctant to admit that you are my life's passing.


This life and hopefully quiet days is good, this life secure, to see his smile every day.
Yet to finish at a youth, as well as the future could be squandered. The real poor, the ideal is very rich.


When you're still with me, I began to nostalgia, because I know you're about to leave. - Milan Kundera


We have gone too far, so forgotten, for what the starting. - Gibran


Love is due to begin to appreciate each other, because the cardiac and fell in love, as inseparable from each other and get married, but more important point is the need of tolerance, understanding, habits and will work together to adapt to life.


I like the city with your presence.
Love a person, not casually hand, not easily let go!


In this world, there are some inaccessible places. Can not be close to the people. Things can not be completed. Can not share feelings. Beyond repair defects.
When he finally said, "your name, my surname," later, he finally puts on no 'others', he is not once of. Only then, can we really no-regrets?


In what is uncertain, we always love to come too late to give up too quickly and easily pay the obligation, it did not want to wait for the results.


Ring, is no longer for life commitment to lifelong spend the oath, but a memorial to mark sad.


As has been said: the ring is like love, worn on the hands, but also worn on the heart; injury in mind, they also wounded in the hand. Dare not touch is that heart injury; not the original pick, is love


It is said that blood vessels leading to heart in the ring finger, you know I think about it in this life, exhausting, firmly entangle your ring finger!


If love let me go on, I will fight to the end of love.
Time passed, love light, and love of people also dispersed.


Some people have always will be engraved on our lives, and even forget his voice, forgot his smile and forget his face, but think of him every time, that feeling will never change.


Once thought you were kite, I was holding the hands of Flanagan-line, no matter where you are flying to this, I will be your ownership. Now we finally understand that, if loves you, you should not be bound.





This is my friend's blog referenced article. I have read, and my heart very deep feelings.
I feel that I should not have been sunk in the past, should not have been missed the past.
Past and present, is no longer the same. It is not thought as my heart.


Some people, I should forget.
Waiting for ray of hope, self-deception only.


If it is true, I am willing to admit that you are my passing.
You are my life's bystanders. .

Fight until the end.


Recently wrote a diary has become a habit. Every day would have wanted to say.
I probably have forgotten how to find someone to talk about my thoughts. Maybe I rely too much on my diary, it gradually became the object of my grievances.


In fact, I need a listener. He may not be a person, may not have to answer my question, as long as quietly listening, I want simply relaxed.


I am very happy when my friends know that I am weak and sad. They will comfort me, help me, at the earliest possible time.
Fortunate to have you all love, I will be well away. With your blessing, I will always go on. Always. . Bravely move forward.








I will fight to the end, until I collapsed that day.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

be repentant

The past few days, there are many people who saw me would ask me a question:
Why does your face look pale?
In fact, I know my own face does not look good. Looks very gaunt.
However, I have no way to overcome it all. To overcome all this happened.
There is no way to accept all this has happened.
There is no way not to think in another home, my family are suffering. I can not concentrate on here quietly reading.
Examination this afternoon, how should I do? Give up? Can I do that?


Today, in the reading room, read today's newspapers. Front-page news is really frightened me.
Unfortunately, the Dragon Boat Club, when in practice, they encountered rapids. Resulted in six deaths. Of which five still a student, the average age is still very young.


Life, it really fragile. You do not know when will it end. Some people can live to a long life, some people are very young to an end. Therefore, we do not know how long we can live to be.


Cherish the present, do not wait until after we have lost only felt sorry.


Never Satisfied But Always Content..

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

COMpassion

If I use a metaphor to describe myself, I can only say that I was a zombie.
Zombie - jump out to scare people at night, and in other words, also with the 'rigid' to describe the present myself.

This time, is still hard study examinations. Now I only do this.
Otherwise, when the examination will be puzzled.
In short: not that simple!

To pay a sincere, others will be genuine, but it may also be hurt too thoroughly.
To maintain distance, will be able to protect themselves, but also doomed to loneliness.




Sometimes, really consider myself to be useless.
What have been done is a failure. In the end, how to do to be able to unlock my heart knot.
I have tried all sorts of ways, let me forget all my troubles.
Tried everything, forget the person I want to forget and things!
Can I do that? Is still uncertain. .

Compassion puts LOVE into action..

Monday, January 18, 2010

Respect for Life

Time went past, I still stay in origin, has not changed anything.
A few days ago, spent every minute, a deep imprint in my heart.
Will never forget that feeling is so profound.


Yesterday, with a tired body back to the hostel.
Absolutely no idea, do not know what to do. Anything bad arrangement.
Even today, there is no way to be properly prepared examinations. The outcome of the results, it's really a great disappointment.
The next series of examinations, I do not know how to do.
I do not have the fighting spirit of the heart, I dare to say what my dream, my goal.A lot of nonsense! !

Such a BULLSHIT!!

Let other people look at my joke. . Whatever next? !


Yesterday, with a disappointed heart problems faced by youth groups.
What can I say? I was a position without an identity. So, what to say are useless.
Can only be disappointed to express my thoughts.I am a outspoken person, any problems, I would say. .
I just like the former Youth Club, nothing to worry about, naturally there will be a lot of people trust us.
Now? Not so simple. . What to say is not so important.


This matter has become a foregone conclusion.Followed by numbness in the modern form. .
What kind of shit? ! ! !
I vent over, it is time to think carefully about the problem we face. .
Just let it go with the flow. . I really do not have the extra effort in doing.


I think I have to amend my mental attitude. Should not be so discouraged.
Yesterday read our daily bread..
I learned to respect life. Life is God's given us.
We should treasure all of this, *God's grace is sufficient for us to use.


At this time, mood had hit the bottom.
I hope I can take the time to adjust my personal state of mind.
I also hope that someone can save me from the bottom up.


Continue to do back to the previous. .
Full of dreams Full of goals

Photobucket


Slowly adjusting. I need is time!

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Warm, I feel it

In this way, the day has passed. Time flies faster than I imagined.Three days of the funeral is over, everyone with a reluctant mood.However, people should be forging ahead. Therefore, we will still live in for life.
*Cherish the memory of the loved ones, hopefully meet in heaven.*




Originally, I had too much energy depletion. Really want to fall, do not want to wake up.
Day time for me to sleep, so wonderful ~
However, Mr. insomnia love me very much. . To accompany me through the night every day.


I really hope you will not love me so. . lolx
Originally, I was tired and did not want to go any place. However, the heart is still thought of the Church Youth Club.Thought of my young members. Finally went to the church.


After, there are tea chat. Although tired, but it felt warm.
We all like a family, give me a lot of warmth. Mind there is the slightest comfort.Ever thought of this, the whole person who relaxed.


Thank God has given me a group of lovely friends. In my sad, they appeared in front of me.Comforted me and encouraged me.
Hope they will happy every day. Have a difficult time, the first one will think of me.
|I will share their suffering. Will share their happiness. .|


This afternoon, I have to go back to my original posts. Back to the students continue to do its part.
Hard, hard. . Re-hard. .
Conquer my studies and fulfill my dream.

My eyes are still inflamed in the. . . Blind

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Lord is the strength.

Finally there is a period of time, here to write something.
These two days is really too busy. No extra time can be used to write blogs.
So, today could write, I'll sacrifice a little sleep time.


Two days, though a bit lack of sleep, but it differs markedly from other people, I really do not have any one complaint.

The first day, because the relationship between contact lens wear.
Tears and contact lenses seem to have played a chemical effect. Eyes inflamed.
So, the next few days not be able to wear contact lenses.
With glasses is really ugly. . I know!
For the sake of my eyes, is more important to protect it properly.




Originally, I still can not accept that. But after friends encouragement and blessing, I really won over.
I am willing to obey God's will. Willing to believe that God is the only. .
Grace Road, step by step.
God's love, the Lord's hands, I will catch on tightly.


Strength from God. I know that God bestowed the power to the sad person.

I believe I can do it!


Heaven is a happy home. . .

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Always On my Mind

Recently happened to me is a kind of test. I think it is the God gave me.
Indescribable everything, I do not know what to do..I also know that I can not do anything.
Too much blow, and gradually came to me. I do not know how long I can stand.
I survived the test, is it?




There will be a time when I want to fall. However, I can not do that.
I will stand to the end. Because I know there are more people need my help.
A strong energy, I need you.


This morning, received a phone call. Of our most beloved uncle passed away.
Between a sudden, really difficult to accept. Even wonder, how could that be?
When I cast aside the doubt, It turned out that everything is true.


Without much thought,directly pick up my luggage, go home immediately.
Along the way, looking back on the uncle's memories.
This time, I really do not know what to write.
So, here stopped writing this.




Rest In Peace,Uncle Martin.

Return to normal, okay?

Photobucket


Do not know whether to eat too much these days, the digestive system was not very good.
My stomach has always been very uncomfortable. Should be eating and drinking side effects.
Come on, let me peace, OK? !

These days, where the atmosphere is lively up, probably because everyone unity relationship.
With each other, more communication, less frigid. It also feels great!
What I fear most is the deserted living. Fortunately, our new members, everyone will engage in the atmosphere!
On the environment here, is not unfamiliar. Everyone seems to be an old friend of many years.

Each one is pistachio! Happy Happy ~
Hope that such an atmosphere will not be short, I am afraid that things will not happen.
Because of emotional problems before, let me live here, really unhappy. Now, while still quite want to go home, but will not be so averse to life here. Moreover, the examination was approaching, not so much time, waiting for me to consume.

So, for me, to gain time study, is the most important!



My favorite words of the Bible:

Everything is permissible, but not everything is beneficial.





Now, the most tense moment, I'm going to drink tea, so have the strength to K book later!!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

PASTA dinner 2nite

Last night's scene, reunion!



Today, learning, trains Rd.
Sounds simple, it seems really not easy.

Photobucket


 two uncles, very confused ~

Photobucket

In particular, is this one, MR KAM.

Photobucket

Our seat. Our briefcase.

Photobucket


The so-called: Classical beauty

Photobucket


Continued last night's reunion dinner, today we still have to prepare dinner.
Reunion "Noodle"
Today, do not eat rice, changing eating noodles.



Pasta. . Appear!

Photobucket




Boiled out, surprise!



OU..OU..~~
As the photo error, so do not put out.
To use imagination to think of it out, is delicious.




Dessert, definitely. . . Fat! Fat! Fat!
Photobucket




Wonderful yet to come, our examination, temporarily forgotten.

Sumptuous dinner

Distance dinner time, after a quite long time. Unfortunately I have not the first time, to hand over my feelings.
Hope that still have time, feeling still never far away.


For a long time no cooking today, it seems a bit like a reunion picture.
**Happy dinner. . .
A cause for celebration, our RISM also adding a new member state.
I did a senior. . I bullied junior who have taken for granted.
A joke, I will treat them well. Do not think I am bad heart. .
Hope that everyone reading the day, we can insert a brilliant spark.
Our comedy, coupled with an idiot move, should have good development.


Photobucket

Xiao Ping very hard for our cooking delicious food.
Indeed, heat killed her ~


Photobucket

>>You all really open and aboveboard. . ''Eating snake!''


Photobucket

>>Ah boy, you really bad ~ steal food, would be sentenced to death! The death penalty! ! You know what?


Photobucket

>>Would like to ask the two major actors, staged what your story? May be disclosed to me know?
Is the modern death penalty?

PhotobucketPhotobucket

>>We are the most normal ~Natural beauty, that is talk about us.

Photobucket

>>Salivate, looking at the table of food!People really can not stand ~

PhotobucketPhotobucket

Finally, we finished the dishes.Admire admire.
Cooked our own food, we have very little opportunity to eat. Today, we really eat with gusto!

With the process of eating, I feel very pleased.

Monday, January 11, 2010

This scene, a long absence.

After school, we have a large class to Jusco.
Eating, shopping. .Of course, ultimately, common activities. Our source of entertainment.

[What are they doing? Almost see the bottom. Contest? !]Photobucket

[Onlookers, laugh so happy.]
Photobucket


[So that, they saw a sissy playing games.]Balak..don kill me!!
Photobucket


[Sharpshooter? !]
Maybe~~
PhotobucketPhotobucket


[I can only enjoy beside!]
I am the game idiot ~
Photobucket

[We are most adept at this game, breaking a new record every time.]
WE're Photo Master!!--SHY SHY SHY--
Photobucket


PhotobucketPhotobucket


We originally planned to go home, suddenly we think, long time no cooking.
So, we return to food market. Begin our first step in cooking big battle "buy vegetables!

With Aunty characteristics.
Photobucket

Photobucket



Today's dishes, look ~
We spent a total of RM170.29**
How much money to buy things, not important. Important that we have to eat happily!

Photobucket


[As the big sister who has not returned, so today's chef's place temporarily by Bao Yan ~]
Photobucket



Cooking delicious and not very tasty, and we have to identify, and be able to a conclusion.I will be the first report, our post-tasting results.Believe it is a good start!



These two ladies, well-deserved reputation ~ believe that our older sister's seat, and soon be replaced.
Photobucket


No! Is a glorious retirement ~

Super-enjoyable dinner, a little later, a grand debut!

Serious moment

Day and night reversed, to say that I am now. I am now off life is so unspeakable.
I am unclear what to do and what not to do. Just careful thought, I want to wake up.
Regret not manage my time properly. Every minute wasted.
Now, I realize, every minute is precious. I would like to cherish it. . Good use of time. .


Now a few nights, I still must work hard. I want all people to see my efforts.
hehe ~ I believe that the effort in exchange for results, I was very worth having.
I also hope that all in all, can be very smoothly.




I do not lie, I was very hard.
That is the evidence to prove that I was reading. haha!

Photobucket

Have been seen through. . The computer actually is. . . Playing. . . FB! !
OMG! !


Do not such a great pressure, the examination but also in easily spent.
Even after the New Year will run into final exams, I still stand up, never back down. .
Hope that other friends, such an important examination, we must all get together **PASS, will be able to graduate together!

Photobucket





PLS:Countdown happily with New Year's arrival.



Back to the serious moments, I continue to study hard!

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Changing me, changing the world.





A very wonderful, I almost have forgotten the first time I hear that song at what time.However, the first time I hear the feeling, I have not forgotten.Remember, in my most vulnerable time, I heard this song.
Seems to be arranged by God, he let me hear him say.
Coincidentally, in last year's youth camp, we have this song included in the song list.
That was me and my partner selection, and its melody, lyrics, deeply attracted to us.
Therefore, I am no stranger to the song.


Today, when I heard this song again, once again the feeling that the meaning of the song.
Just like camp, I saw all the people singing this song.
Each of them appear to be able to feel this song for them, there is great significance


Touching expression is still imprinted in my heart.