Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑨⑧

I really do not know what emotional I want to write with. Despair?
Yes, despaired. Especially when I know the truth, I was a little unbearable. I would rather I did not know anything. Even I knew it, I have to pretend that I don't know right?


I do not grab other people's things, things that do not belong to me. You do not belong to me, and perhaps never have been a moment. Those memories with you, I will delete and format it. But I need some time. I give you someone to cherish.

I will be more stronger than anyone else, prove that I won't LOVE & MISS you anymore.

I never curse, but this time; “Bastard !!! this word is for you !!”

快乐 伤心; 我自己决定.

有一天　我在想　我到底　算是個什麼東西
還是我　會不會　根本就不算東西
天天都漫無目的　偏偏又想要證明　真理
別人從屁股放屁　我卻每天每天的說要革命


就算是這個世界　把我拋棄　而至少快樂傷心我自己決定
所以我說　就讓它去　我知道潮落之後一定有潮起　有什麼了不起
常常我　豁出去　拼了命　走過卻沒有痕跡
可是我　從不怕　挖出我火熱的心


手上有一個硬幣　反面就決定放棄　嗝屁(革命)
但是啊在我心底　卻完完全全不想放棄
常常我　閉上眼睛　聽到了海的呼吸　是你
溫柔的藍色潮汐　告訴我沒有關係


無論是我的明天　要去哪裡　而至少快樂傷心我自己決定
所以我說　就讓他去　我知道潮落之後一定有潮起有什麼了不起
有什麼了不起

________________________________ 五月天 "人生海海.

Count On Me.

一个人单身久了, 就不想去恋爱, 会感觉朋友越来越重要;
一个人单身久了, 就不想去逛街​, 会越来越喜欢在家听歌;
一个人单身久了, 就变得成熟起来, 会比以前越来越爱父母;
一​个人单身久了, 就买很多鞋子, 会独自去很多很远的地方旅游;
一个人单身久了, 就不经意​悄悄流泪, 会在众人面前什么都无所谓.

Sorry, I forgot. You don’t need me anymore.

/对不起, 我忘了; 你已经不再需要我了.

其实想了一想, 我也可以成为别人的光和盐. 不再盲目的等待着某某某, 谁会来安慰, 谁会来爱我. 我也可以把我的爱分给别人, 那些需要的人.
Let me be the light & salt for others. Don't be a fool that always waiting for some1 blindly. I can share my love to others who really need it.

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you


Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need


You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends are supposed to do.


If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you


You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye

Things change, before you know it what you think will last forever is only a memory. One step at a time, one foot in front of the other. I’m gunna get through this, one way or another. ♥

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑨⑦

Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you, waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep, first kisses, making new friends and spending time with the old ones, singing in the bathroom, sweet dreams, hot chocolate, making brownies and cookies, holding hands with someone you care about, watching a sunset, sleeping in, taking long hot showers, and knowing that somebody misses you.

Missing someone isn’t about how long it has been since you’ve seen them. Or the amount of time since you’ve talked. It’s about that very moment when you’re doing something wishing they were right there with you.


I guess the real fact of the matter is, we don’t know what tomorrow is going to bring and the only thing we really have is right now. so, don’t stay mad for too long. learn to forgive. love with all your heart. stay up all night. Have fun. live your life the way you want to live it. don’t worry about people that don’t like you. enjoy the ones who do.


Do whatever makes you happy, but do it now. Live life for the moment cause everything else is uncertain. Take advantage of what’s right in front of you.

Every now and then we hear our song, we’ve been having fun all summer long. We gonna have a holidays sick again !! Summer’s filled with breaking the rules, standing apart, ignoring your head, and following your heart.


Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose. In memory’s telephoto lens, far objects are magnified. When our memories outweigh our dreams, we have grown old. Things that were hard to bear are sweet to remember.

31st of July;
♥ partying like crazy
♥ you know the drill
♥ tanning all day
♥ nights dressed to kill
♥ nothing’s gonna replace
♥ these days oh sweet
♥ summer vacation
♥ life is the heat

pls: I have an impulse， wish to have a travel time with some1. Can I ?

The Good Thing

Rest is to take a longer path; and You are my journey.
All because of you, I have been walking.
Wanna to walk to an end with you; But I lost the map.


Who is giving the bound,
and who is more suffer?
Comprehended when love to the depths.


The good thing; although end at the last.
That was touching, there are very satisfied.
Thank you for you to accompany me through those roads.
Sadness, this part of our happiness can not continue.


The good thing, may be able to repeat.
Even have fuzzy on those moments,
Do not cry, at least you and I remember very clearly.
Love is the blessing for each other.

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑨⑥

~ I often think that the night is more alive and more richly colored than the day. ~

Completed my 2 interviews. You ask me is it will be nervous when processing the interviews, than I will tell you I'm not at all in fact. Just using stride to face what I have to face it. I believed that God will make the way for me. (: If all goes well, I will be the official worker in mid-August. In other words, I still have nearly a month's free time. Well, I will use it nicely.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances.

You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

I want to be with you tonight, tomorrow, and today, it can't happen now but it will someday that I hope. Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore. And if you were to say 'come with me', even now I might go.

Maybe I shouldn't fill myself with false hope that you might just be missing me like I'm missing you. Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you... and I wish on a star that somewhere you're thinking of me, too. You do something to me that I can't explain, so would I be out of line if I said I miss you?


I miss the talks we used to have, I miss the voice I used to hear... I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories, and above all these... I just miss you! This is out last goodbye... it's over, just hear this and then I'll go; you gave me many memories for then you'll ever know.

I'd written out what's my minds in heart. Documented here, that's why I love blogging. Here recorded some of my words that some people don't know in sometime. I will not publicize how much I miss you, too contrived. Only write my own article, own words; JUST FOR YOU. I knew I will forget you one day. I look forward to the arrival of that day, in order to reduce my suffer.

God will make the best arrangement for me. ♥

pls: Obviously knows that's no happy end between you&me but still always thinking our memories all the time.

Patterns of Life.

Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it.

Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many.

Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books.

Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders.

Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations.

But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it.

FAIRYTALE; you&me.

Don't know how long
It's been a while since
You told me your favorite story


It's been on my mind
Driving me crazy
You are the reason that I'm crying now


Can you see the tears in my eyes?
I don't believe
That you can be my prince charming


Maybe you can't understand
But when you say you love me
My life was changed
And I wish you could see


I'm willing to be the one
and the angel that you love
With open arms
I'll always be there


You must believe
That you and me end up happily
in our own fairytale story

I wish;

Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑨⑤

"When I'm with you I feel like I could die and that would be alright, alright."
Just finished our steamboat celebration dinner. xD In the moment of eating, there are many picture flashed in my mind. Recalled back bit by bit.

I had been in fellowship since I was young, around 11 years old. Gradually, turn into the 9th years. Of course there are many memories within these 9 years and even there are more than imaginable. Piece of memories let me review a lot of good moments, bad moments, happy moments and sad moments.


In my mind, we are friends. Friends with love, love like a big family we were. We are partners in fellowship, in church, in life. Nothing can describe the one I want to express about this. :) And nothing can replace the place of my members in my heart.

"Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky, there would be no love in my life, there'd be no world left of me."

We done a lot of activities in our daily life. Drinking is the most important for us. And I believed that drinking is the way we can always communicated with each and others. Besides, movies is our weekly activity, even we watch the movies twice in a week. OMG !! We love movie !! SingK version never be less in our life too. All of us are the king and the queen of the Mic. We like party, we like bustling with noise, we like live band, we like laughing, we like funny.

By this way, our different personalities made us became a super-invincible thunderbolt combination, a huge powerful group. I hope that this wonderful combination will never perish. Forever ever, complete our mission in Christ.

" Look for the rainbow in every storm,
Find out for certain, loves gonna be there for you,
You'll always be someones. "

Take a look,
this is us; along the way.

:: Steamboat Celebration ::

After the youth camp; we gather for this. OMG !! We kinda love STEAMBOAT.

:: Saturday Party Night :: o2/o7"2o11

That's why we love party.

Everyone can be the craziest one ! xD

:: Youth Camp' 2oo9 ::

The second youth camp we organised. [EL Sanctuary Melaka]

Although it was a hard process but we did it at the last.

:: Youth Camp'2o11 ::

The third camp we did. Just finished in June;

Pink Power is the best I had never seen before. :)

:: Child Camp ::

The 1st child camp we did.

[ -- I forgot what the year is it. >< -- ] I think when I'm 14 years old.

:: Child Camp' 2o1o ::

Last year, we had a child camp at the outside. The 1st time we do the child camp out of our church.

:: Drug Treatment Center Visitation ::

Really forgot what year is it !! =X A meaningful visitation for us.

:: We had fun always ::

Look back myself before, I covered my eyes when I'm looking for those pictures.

:: Family Camp'2o1o ::

We had our church's family camp in Kukup; amazing place amazing food and amazing trip for us.

We done a lot and a lot activities that I can't speak and show out. No matter the days much longer, no matter where we are later, I believed that when we heart to heart together, nothing difficult things can hinder us. The God we embrace still the same, you're still my youth members. We still together... =]



Always remember, our tasks our challenges our futures and our dreams. :D

pls: The friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you.