Nobody can SPOIL my Mood stp⑨⑥

~ I often think that the night is more alive and more richly colored than the day. ~

Completed my 2 interviews. You ask me is it will be nervous when processing the interviews, than I will tell you I'm not at all in fact. Just using stride to face what I have to face it. I believed that God will make the way for me. (: If all goes well, I will be the official worker in mid-August. In other words, I still have nearly a month's free time. Well, I will use it nicely.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances.

You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

I want to be with you tonight, tomorrow, and today, it can't happen now but it will someday that I hope. Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore. And if you were to say 'come with me', even now I might go.

Maybe I shouldn't fill myself with false hope that you might just be missing me like I'm missing you. Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you... and I wish on a star that somewhere you're thinking of me, too. You do something to me that I can't explain, so would I be out of line if I said I miss you?


I miss the talks we used to have, I miss the voice I used to hear... I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories, and above all these... I just miss you! This is out last goodbye... it's over, just hear this and then I'll go; you gave me many memories for then you'll ever know.

I'd written out what's my minds in heart. Documented here, that's why I love blogging. Here recorded some of my words that some people don't know in sometime. I will not publicize how much I miss you, too contrived. Only write my own article, own words; JUST FOR YOU. I knew I will forget you one day. I look forward to the arrival of that day, in order to reduce my suffer.

God will make the best arrangement for me. ♥

pls: Obviously knows that's no happy end between you&me but still always thinking our memories all the time.