Recently in the jobless status, still enjoying my life. Eat, drink, play, crazy, and sleep; YUPP, this is my life now. Give myself some power, made myself became busier, stop myself to thinking of you. However, started to feel boring and I knew is time to find a job. :) New environment will start over new; I think so. I hope so too.
Perhaps, I really a fool. Truth; only one. Eventually be discovered when my friend told me everything. That's I found everything just a tragedy. Tragedy story between you and me. I'm nothing in your heart; no position; no corner; nobody.
All along, I just said " I don't care for you; Later I was found that I'm the one who always care. Why? I don't know, don't ask me why. Miss, always after you leave. I hate your last msg; I hate your cruel. But, everything is my fault. Not yet begun, where's the end? No contact with you, perhaps is the best antidote for me.
I believe I'll get better. I need another story; happiness story. :) I'm very lucky I have a lot of brother'sister love me; care me; dote me. Still a happy cheerful HongHong Chee !! =D
pls: HATE that I loved you.